When the leaves fall---wmscog

When the leaves fall


It was a windy day.

Looking at the leaves falling down on the crossroad where autumn was turning to winter, it reminded me how I felt during puberty.

'That tree sprouted and blossomed during spring, bore fruit during summer, and it became an autumn tree where there is no greenness in it, and the leaves are starting to fall... After the leaves all fall down, for it to blossom flowers next year, it would have to endure the intense wind...’

Looking at the tree, I wonder why it reminded me of my mom.

'From now on, people will start calling me a young youth instead of a young child... I become young and my mom becomes old.

Mom would have also had her childhood and youth, but now she is becoming old after delivering me... Just like how the tree raises the fruit by en rooting and absorbing nutrients, mom sacrifices and becomes old, raising me with her youth.

My heart hurt so much.

I didn't know why, but something made me feel sorry as I felt that I was taking my mom’s youth away.

I wanted to give her joy, so I asked what I should do to make her happy.

"Just be healthy, and though you are still a student now, I want you to do well at school, and so when you are matured, I want you to become a daughter who can live with high spirits even without me.”

With a child’s mind, having the simple thought that, ‘Mothers just love their children when they do well at school. So I should study hard...,’ I wasn't really the best student but was a child who diligently studied.

Being a grownup, I realized ‘do your best with whatever you have been given,’ was my mom’s hope for me to become a person who could be recognized by the society whether with great or small works.

God who created all things by His will...

It made me think that Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother would have been watching over me even during the days when I didn't know about Elohim God. Watching created all things, I am sure that it is Elohim God who allowed me to make me think and feel that way, and all the process of my growth.

It is Elohim God who called me to Zion before it was too late.

I imagined Elohim God would have been through, during the times when I didn't know about Zion.

Elohim God, who would have moved their steps here and there to find their lost children to prepare the warm nest for the children who would return, they would just have been reserving glorious today and tomorrow for their children. How could I possibly realize Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother’s pain and sacrifice which they have been through to build Zion?

For Zion; where all of my brothers and sisters and I dwell in harmony, to build this Zion of truth, the ark of salvation, Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother would have been through all troubles and labors. As I feel thankful and also sorry to them, how could I repay and give them joy? 

I still don’t know how.

Like in my old days in puberty, I guess I am going through spiritual puberty.

But I think I somewhat realize...

The heart of our Father and Mother;though we lack, in order to give us the prepared gift of heavenly crowns, they raise us, their children...
Following Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother’s path, living a life obeying their words, I will become their child suitable to receive the reserved blessings, and become harmonious in thankfulness and lovingness with my heavenly family in our heavenly home.
I truly thank Heavenly Father andHeavenly Mother for allowing me to be the child of God.

Our eternal home - Heavenly Mother (in WMSCOG)

Everyone in this world has own hometown. And almost people miss their home.
Does hometown mean only the name of the place?
No......Home is the place where mother is.

How about our soul's home?
The hometown of our soul is heaven.

"All the people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country - a heavenly one. ( Heb.11:13~16)"

Heaven is the place where Heavenly Mother is.
When we meet Heavenly Mother in WMSCOG(World Mission Society Church of God) and become Heavenly Mother's children, we can go back to our home, heaven.
Please receive  Heavenly Father Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother and receive all blessings from Elohim God.

The Pain of Labor - Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother

As you enter our Zion, you can see silent welcoming from the fishes.

With cute gestures they present smiles for the people who are watching them

They are tropical fishes called, ‘guppies.’

One day, I saw one of them with an unnaturally crooked back swimming along with the other ones.

‘What happened to it?’

As I was wondering with curiosity, one of the members told me the reason why that guppy had a crooked back.

Guppies are fecund fishes.

They do not lay eggs like usual fishes,but they incubate their eggs in their stomachs and give birth to baby fishes.

 In order to produce many of its offspring, the mother guppy uses all of its strength until giving birth to the last one, which causes them to have a crooked back.

Thinking of the maternal love of the fish, I suddenly got all choked up because it reminded me of Heavenly Mother.

Child by child, giving new life for Her children, Heavenly Mother endures all the pain of labor which cannot be described with words.

If you are a mother, you would know.

You have to pay all the pain that is so crucial, almost being in the point death, until you can see your loving child.

Thinking of Heavenly Mother who would have been going through much more pain for a long time, I felt so sorry.

The reason we can dwell in Zion being born as the children of God is because of Mother’s sacrifice and Her tears of prayer that She has been praying without having any rest. .

Always engraving Her grace in my heart, as the elder being blessed with eternal life, I will become a good daughter that loves and embraces the brothers and sisters.


For Your eternal love and sacrifice,Mother, I truly thank You and love You. 


Please come to Church of God (witness of Ahnsahnghong) that believes Father Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother, the Spirit and the bride to get the eternal life and the salvation through the Passover the New Covenant.

Solomon’s Wisdom and Mother---wmscog

Solomon’s Wisdom and Mother




After a long time, I happened to visit my elder sister’s house.


It was an early morning, and my young nephews were sitting in front of the TV. Wondering what they were watching, I went near to it, and it was showing children’s favorite plays.


I thought the play was familiar, and I found out it was about Solomon’s wisdom; trying to identify the true and false mother.


When the false mother lies and doesn’t give up that she is the true mother,Solomon judges with the wisdom given by God.


That is, to cut the child in half, so that both of the mothers can have a part of the child.

Since the child isn’t hers, the false mother agrees without thinking about the child’s death.

However, the true mother was different.

She says she would just give up the child and pleads not to kill her child.

Wouldn’t her heart been torn giving up on her child that she had in her, for ten months?

How depressed and angry would have she been saying, "Please give the child to her and let the child live”?

But the child’s death was much more painful than the child being taken away from her.

Though her heart was torn and bitter, she made a resolution to receive all the pain by herself, if only the child could live.

Even if the child didn’t know how to speak, or knew about nothing,the child’s life was like her life.

Seeing it again, Solomon’s wisdom is indeed profound and surprising.

Outwardly, the false mother can mimic as the true mother. But she cannot mimic the burning heart towards the child.

Even if she does, her identity would be known shortly.

"But if I do it,even though you do not believe me, believe the miracles, that you may know and understand that the Father is in me, and I in the Father(John 10:38)"

How could Heavenly Mother possibly carryout everything without having love for Her children?
She cannot comfortably rest or wear comfortable clothes, and cannot say everything that She has in Her heart. How can She endure these things if She isn’t our true Mother?
Who could even mimic that burning love?

Mother, You are truly our Mother.

After Being Ill - Christ Ahnshanghong and God the Mother.

I give thanks to God for helping me to safely keep the spring feasts.

Though it is spring, when the cherry blossoms are full in bloom, because of the fickle temperature day and night, flu is unrelenting.

I am usually healthy. But this flu that I had, gave me sore joints, fever and chills.

I was also displeased of something that had happened, and also being ill, it gave me sadness which even made me worse.

My husband was on a business trip. 

My only son was watching TV, and busy with his work, he gave no attention to my words, that I was sick.

I wanted to be comforted with his words such as, “Mom, are you really sick!” or  “What should I do?” or at least wished if he would be touching my hot forehead with his hand. 

But my son was just thoughtless and asked for food.

Seeing my son who only thought for himself, I began to look back, thinking of my spiritual self with Heavenly Mother.

Doing the dishes, cleaning up, and thinking that no one can comfort me, I felt the sorrow which made me cry.

Then, I guess my son felt sorry. Without a word he turned off the TV and helped me with the dishes and organized.

After being ill, I began to think of Heavenly Mother.

Even though She is tired and Her whole body is damaged because of Her earnest prayers for us, and even keeping all God’s commandments with us, all Her concern goes for Her children.  

Though She gives out everything, She never wishes to be paid from Her children.
For Her infinite love and grace, I feel thanks with my heart.

I want to be comforted from my son; however, though no one comforts our Heavenly Mother, She alone walks the single path of love.

It is right for us to receive pain, sorrow, sufferings and hardships on this earth.

 I truly thank Heavenly Mother who is without sin, being here with us, and constantly loving us, the sinners.

As the duty of Heavenly children, with all my heart, I again make a resolution to find the lost Heavenly family that Heavenly Mother longs for.

Please come to Church of God (witness of Ahnsahnghong) that believes Father Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother, the Spirit and the bride to get the eternal life and the salvation through the Passover the New Covenant.

My Mirror - Christ Ahnshanghong and God the Mother

When I eat lunch with my daughter in Zion, I get really nervous.

Seeing Nelly dropping food while she eats or hearing her romping around, I give her that frowning face.

But that was just for that moment.

Eventually she would just be romping around noisily.

Though I talked to her to behave nicely and to be quiet while she eats, she just forgets all of it at an instant, which upsets me.

Whenever that happened, I felt like my image was damaged and I was afraid that I would have the stigma of a mother who can’t educate her daughter.

So when I clench my teeth and say “I’ll see you at home,” at last, Nelly gets quiet.

It reminds me of my mom’s moan that “Your child is the enemy.”

Nelly was always my concern. I worried that she might make mistakes, behave rudely and be blamed, as she would always be restless and forget about things.

Being upset, I told my husband sulkily.

“Look at her, all restless and distracted. She looks just like you...”

Whenever I saw Nelly being naughty, It old him that Nelly looked like him.
My husband would usually let my joke passed by, but today my husband looked at me as if he really had something to say to me.

“Darling, did you know that Nelly was praying to be like her mom before going to bed? Don’t you think Nelly resembles you?”

I thought I received a severe blow on my head.

Myself... Myself?

How about myself? What kind of daughter am I to Heavenly Mother?

Do I resemble Mother?

Even today, wouldn't She be upset seeing my insufficient self?

According to my sinful deeds, even now, wouldn't she be ashamed of me?

Why am I so foolish? Why couldn't I see myself?

I felt so sorry to Nelly that she was praying to God with her two small hands together so that she could resemble me.

Most of all, I felt so sorry to Heavenly Mother.

A child’s faults are mom’s portion. She was my mirror...

You can just tell without being told who the parents were or the children.

The children just resemble the parents.

Appearances,personalities, the way they walk, appetites, likes, and even dislikes...

How much do I resemble Heavenly Mother?

Even though Her children acts in an opposing way, She wouldn't rebuke and prays for Her children. Though She is mocked and ridiculed by their faults, She would feel sorry for Her children’s weakness and would smile.

 My Mother of Love...

How much do I resemble Mother?

I didn't realize that my daughter’s faults were my faults, and that she was I, myself.

I hated so much that my image was tarnished because of my daughter, and that I had to be embarrassed.

If someone praised my daughter, I just wanted her to be praised, thinking that the praise she has received was for me and I just wanted to be honored.
I am so embarrassed today seeing my foolish self.

I will first resemble Heavenly Mother.

Mother’s smile,Mother’s way of speaking, Mother’s love and sacrifice for Her children...

I will become a mom who looks just like Heavenly Mother, so that I wouldn't be a disgrace for my daughter.

For Mother, I will become only joy for Her, and cooling water on a hot summer day


Church of God (Witness of Ahnsahnghong) believes Ahnsahnghong as our Savior in the age of the Holy Spirit with the belief in Heavenly Mother.  According to the Bible,God the Father and God the Mother who are the Spirit and the bride are to give us the water of life in this last age of the HoSly pirit.  In order to receive the water of life in this age, we should come toward God the Father and God the Mother. 

Thank you Mother---wmscog

"Thank You Mother”



One day, when a cold wave came over for few days, I went to pick up my child in the nursery after work.

Since it wasn't far from our house, I thought it was better for me to carry him on my back since it was windy.Aimlessly, I carried him on my back and went outside.

But the wind was severe. My suit was uncomfortable, the bag was heavy, and my five-year-old child’s weight wasn't like the way it used to be.

My child rather enjoyed the cool air,took off his hat and wriggled on my back, which made me feel more exhausted. I had a runny nose because of the cold wind, I twisted my ankle wearing high heels because my child wouldn't stay still, it made me hard to walk, and my wrist holding the heavy bag was so sore.

I wanted to put him down and tell him to walk by himself, but I couldn't possibly do that since his clothes were too thin for him to walk in the cold wind.

I was so exhausted that made me cry.

My child who wouldn't possibly know his mom’s heart kept on saying “Mom, I’m about to fall!” saying to me to pull him up. I couldn't say anything. So shedding my tears, I repeatedly pulled him up and we barely arrived home.

At the entrance, my arms were drained out of energy and I almost threw him down. When I started to feel sorry for him, he said, “Thank you mom.”

When I heard that, all the difficulties that I thought I had coming home became nothing.

I started to smile and my child looked so adorable.

Then, I started to think I also wanted to be a lovable child to Heavenly Mother.

Not being immature, but at least knowing how to consider Heavenly Mother’s heart with words of thanks.

Mother, I truly thank You for giving love to this immature child.