Wednesday, June 19, 2013

When Father and Mother feel the most pleased[Christ Ahnshanghong, God the Mother]

When Father and Mother feel the  most pleased

It’s been a long time since all my relatives got together.  

One cousin confessed that he could understand parent’s hearts after getting married and my parents said a few words to him.

“Do you know when is the happiest moment for parents?  When the food that they made with love and care goes into children’s mouth, it pleases them the most.”

This remark gave me a lot to think about.  

Our spiritual parents(Christ Ahnshanghong and God the Mother)  also would feel the most pleased when Their children eat and drink the bread and wine of the Passover that They allowed to us.

We should not forget our Parents’ mind.
“And he said to them, I have eagerly desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer.” (Luke 22:15)


 

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

God the Mother is always with us in this painful world for our blessings.

Maternal Love in the Snowstorm

One man was traveling on a horse.
It was an awfully cold weather in the snowstorm.
It didn’t even take a while until he met a woman finding her way to her husband; carrying her child on her back.
Pitying them, the man got them on the horse.
Despite of herself being cold, the woman covered her child with her outer garment.
Though the child was sleeping cozily in its mother’s arms, the mother was about to freeze to death.
Her body started becoming stiff and was nearly falling asleep.
The mother surely was about to die…
Noticing this, the man suddenly got her off the horse and took her child and went off.
The mother couldn’t stop but ran after the man screaming, to give her child back.
The man wouldn’t listen and just kept on going.
At a certain point, the man stopped the horse.
When the mother was catching her breath, the man asked, “You’re not cold anymore, are you?”
Then the man took them on the horse and they safely arrived to the place where they were heading to.

God the Mother really want us to be saved from this sinful world.
God the Mother let us allow to be a children of God as a heir of kingdom of heaven through her great sacrifices.
I give thanks and eternal glory to God the Mother and God the Father, Christ Ahnshanghong 



Monday, June 17, 2013

God the Mother always look after us with the boundless love .

Thought I Could Just Become a Mother
Just like the monsoon rain pouring during the hot summer, heart aching rain flows continuously in my heart.
My child is sick.
I cannot raise my head up, thinking that it’s all my fault.
I thought I could just become a mother.
I thought being a mother was the easiest task.
That’s why I always wanted to become a mother.
Delivering a beautiful baby, raising, and educating well just like others; were my hope.
But in reality, it wasn’t easy at all.
Mother’s life was her child’s shadow.
Even when I wanted to eat something, my child was first.
Even when I wanted to do something, my child was always next to me.
Though I wanted to have a day off, there was a pile of laundry.
And I always had to be my child’s friend.
Mother was just a mother…
Though there is an exhausting, tiresome, disregarding day, the mother needed to follow after the child like his shadow.
I was really a foolish mother.
I didn’t notice that my child was sad, when he was.
I didn’t notice that my child was hurt, when he was.
I just thought my child would grow up on his own.
But that was just my wrong idea.
My child is always anxious…
He thirsts for love, just like when he gulps water in thirst.
As I didn’t notice, that was my fault.
From now on, I would become a true mother.
From now on, I will plant the existence of his mother in my child’s heart, and show him hope.
And for his mother, today is the day to be born again.
And for her child, today is the day to be born again.
I look up in the skies…
It’s a beautiful cloudless autumn sky, and cool wind enters my heart.
They are all gifts given by our Heavenly Mother.
“Cheer up my child, everything’s going to be all right. Cheer up.”
“Yes, Mother.”
I shout, “Animo, animo!” aloud inside my heart.
Our God the  Mother always first looks after the child who is sick.  
Our God the Mother always first embraces the child who is having the hardest time.
Out God the Mother always first embraces the most foolish child.
Just like how She did, I, a foolish mother, would also do likewise.
Just like how God the Mother looked after our hearts, I would now like to consider my child’s heart.
Thinking of God the Mother who is constantly praying in Her place, I would like to look after my child with Her heart.
I think of the day when my child and I am embracing in Her heart.
I thank God the Mother for sending my child for me, a foolish mother.  

Friday, June 14, 2013

The fathomless love of God the Father, Christ Ahnshanghong and God the Mother.

A Half of a Fingernail
Being clumsy with the kitchen knife, I had a day when I almost cut half of my finger nail preparing a meal.
My finger wouldn’t stop bleeding, so I quickly put gauze over it and tied it up with some rubber band. 
By the time I almost finished preparing the meal, my hand was burning and sore.
As my tears that I held back dropped down my eyes, someone flitted through my mind.
The One who saved me with His precious blood…
“My Father.”
With that thought, I engraved God’s unfathomable love in my heart.
Even cutting almost a half of my fingernail approaches me as a fear of pain.
Having His whole body full of blood, how much pain would He had felt?
The pain that I had removing the gauze that wouldn’t just come off easily that clung on the skin, cannot be compared to Father’s pain; taking off the robe forcefully that clung on His body all covered with blood.
The reason why He(Christ  Ahnsahnghong) did not open His mouth when He was oppressed and afflicted,
The reason why  He(Christ Ahnsahnghong)  did not open His mouth like a lamb to the slaughter,
It is for my transgressions, my iniquities, and to bring me peace.
After I, myself have experienced and felt the pain, my heart burned realizing God’s love towards me.
The One who loved me until His whole body was all sore,

The One who loved me even enduring the mockery of His creation,
With what kind of word from this world can we describe Father’s greatness?
Not even once, but He had endured twice, of the stinging pain of His whole body.
How can we dare know the end of God’s love for the sinner
For God’s love(Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother), that nothing can exceed, I give all thanks with my whole heart.  


Thursday, June 13, 2013

God the Mother helps us to be healthy with spiritual food every day for our eternal life.[Christ Ahnshanghong]

Caitlyn, eat your breakfast!”
Without considering my urgent voice, there she goes again dawdling...
“If you don’t hustle, you wouldn’t make to school!”
Another usual talk that goes every morning to my seven-year-old daughter, wasting her time; not wanting to eat her breakfast.
As they always say, “breakfast is the most essential meal of the day,” my child would grow well when she had hardy breakfast, but when she didn’t, she would get sick quite often and wouldn’t grow.
I try my best for her to eat breakfast, but it doesn’t seem to work out easily.
One day, I happened to notice myself putting pressure on her to eat up her breakfast.
Though Heavenly Mother gave me spiritual food every day, I noticed that I was stubbornly dawdling like my daughter.
In the meantime, though I was preaching the words of life to others, I wasn’t quite full with the Holy Spirit, but lacking 2%. It was all because I haven’t taken my spiritual food regularly.
We need to eat three meals a day regularly for us to maintain a healthy body.
Likewise, I realized that we consistently needed to eat spiritual food with thanks, elaborately prepared by our Heavenly Mother for our souls to grow strongly.
Despite of all this, it was a common thing for me delaying; becoming all lazy and saying to myself, “I’m too busy today,” or “I have lots of things to do, I’ll do this tomorrow.”
Now I began to realize that I shouldn’t delay no more.
For me to realize, God the Mother showed myself through my daughter.
Through her, Mother makes me feel how Mother considers me and hastens me every morning for me to eat up my spiritual food.
For breakfast, I would have strengthening food called fragrance of Zion, for lunch, I would be ruminating with Father’s (Christ Ahnsahnghong) hidden manna - the truth of green feed, and for supper, I would be drinking Mother’s (God the Mother) water of life that she pours down on us at all seasons of the year.
Through this, I would like to become a mature child who gives a smile on Mother’s face. 
Not leaving this foolish, dying child all alone, reviving me with spiritual food, and leading me to the eternal kingdom of heaven; I give eternal thanks for Her(God the Mother and Christ Ahnsahnghong) great love and grace.




Wednesday, June 12, 2013

God the Mother wants to give out everything [Christ Ahnsahnghong]

Mother wants to give out everything

"Mommy?"
A child called her mother.
“Yeah, you need something?”
It doesn’t take even a second for her to answer her child.
Suddenly I thought...
How much would have she wanted to give away everything what her daughter wished or desired?
On the other hand, I felt so sorry for Heavenly Mother.
Though Heavenly Mother waits for us to call Her, since She knew well what we wished or needed, I didn’t.
Long time ago, I heard there was an aged mother who washed the feet of her grown-up son.
The son was well-known as a filial son.
You might consider the son to be unkind for making his aged mother to wash his feet, but he let her, because that was the most pleasurable joy for his mother.
Listening to all of Her children’s prayers, and most carefully taking care of Her children, without considering Her safety, Heavenly Mother always comes for Her children who calls Her.
Heavenly Mother calls that, “Her joy,” and just waits to give out thousands of blessings that She prepared for Her children.
This child, calls You, Mother.

This child, calls You, for the blessings to find all of the lost spiritual brothers and sisters.