Seeing out my
husband going to work, I tried to catch up on my sleep.
How much did
I sleep?
My son, who
slept quite early last night, got up early and insisted he was
hungry.
As I sat slowly on my bed, I noticed that I got up 30 minutes later than usual.
"Gosh! I'm
late! I’m late! I need to take you to the institute and I have to get to my
appointment!"
I rushed,
gave my son breakfast, grabbed my jacket and my bag, and left the
house.
I was
stamping on my feet repeatedly, at the place where the bus stopped to pick my
son.
Of course,
the bus didn't arrive on time, which gave me a tantalizing
situation.
"Oh well,
what can we do? Greg, why don't you wait here alone? I’m sure the bus will come soon."
I left my son
there, and hurriedly went for my appointment.
“Hey sister, what makes you rush this
early?
It was a
sister of my church who lived in the same town.
"Oh, I don't
think it's that early. It had passed eight already."
Looking at my
watch again, I noticed it wasn't half past eight, but half past
seven.
Suddenly
something sparked my mind.
Realizing I
have left my son an hour early on that block, I ran.
But he was
gone.
I tried to
find him all around the nearest places where he could be: security office,
playground, even near the institute. I even requested an announcement in my
apartment, but he didn't appear.
"Greg! Greg!
Where are you? Oh please..."
Anxiously and
with haste, I was looking for my son.
Suddenly, I
received a call from the institute.
He mistakenly
got in a bus that runs to an elementary school, thinking that the bus was taking
to his institute.
With a sigh
of relief, my knees buckled.
I checked my
watch and surprisingly only 30 minutes had passed.
I couldn't
have imagined 30 minutes would have felt this long.
For a mom
losing her child, 30 minutes was indeed a long time.
My eyes
welled up.
I couldn't
possibly stop my tears that came out with a surge of sorrow.
"Losing my
son for just 30 minutes, I anxiously wandered all around to find
him!
How
heartbroken would our Heavenly Mother be finding Her lost children, the apple of
Her eye, for a long time, 6,000 years?
Though She is
mocked, scorned and ridiculed, She endures just because She misses Her children
so much!"
All of a
sudden, I felt something that I couldn't possibly express with
words.
"This is it. This is God's heart. True love towards Their children.
But did I
really try to find my lost brothers and sisters with this heart?
Though I said
I have realized God the Father and God the Mother's love, did I really try to
find Their children like today’s 30 minutes?
Asking myself
and realizing how unfaithful daughter I was to God, I really hated myself.
Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother...
Though I cannot describe Their grace with words, allowing this daughter who didn't
realize the "heart of a mother losing her child," I give all thanks and love to
Them for this realization.
I will
engrave this realization deep down in my heart, and I will be a daughter who
surely does the best to find the long lost brothers and
sisters.
World Mission Society Church of God only follows the teachings of the Bible and believes in the Second Coming Christ Ahnsahnghong and Jerusalem Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God believes in Heavenly Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God only follows the teachings of the Bible and believes in the Second Coming Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.
Only Mother can leads us to the kingdom of heaven.
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